Marinating I guess?

[nausica]

Local gal shirks responsibility of classwork to continue to fuss with HTML and CSS learning.

I got myself into a bit of a funk I really need to wiggle my way back out of it, I'm just not sure how. I feel like my best bet is to ride whatever wave I'm feeling right now and get important tasks in order (laundry, school assignments). I'm definitely stressing a little bit but I know I've made it work in the past, I just want to stop relying on this fight or flight to make deadlines response I've been leaning on for years. I shudder to think how many grey hairs I could have spared myself.

I do feel like I've just been really lazy versus it being normal executive dysfunction. Although I'm really starting to wonder how much the weather is messing with me. We got confirmation that humidity is basically not being cycled out of the rooms for most of the year I feel abysmal during peak daylight hours in my current room. Plus it wouldn't be the first time I've had a living situation completely sap all my strength because of the weather and formerly untreated health issues. Hopefully, though it's just a matter of sleeping regularly because I can do it for a week and feel phenomenal, then I just eat shit and its back to old habits.

Outside of that I've been listening to more new music and thinking about shows I really love. I started a decent amount of books and some manga re-reads, just getting my brain to stick with it. I also have some RPGs in progress, however I have just not had the energy to boot up any of them.

One show I've been thinking about a lot is Elementary. I just finished re-watching the first season again with a friend of mine and I have a lot of thoughts about it. It's crazy that the show is over a decade old now because it still feels very relevant. Even if certain elements date it, it makes insanely good cultural commentary on many topics in the US. I thought I might tack it on here, but my thoughts on the Season 1 finale really deserve their own post because it's nuts how tight and satisfying that seasons story and direction were.

Well it's almost four in the morning for me so I'm going to go ride the wave like I said and shuffle laundry around and hopefully get some of my stuff re-organized.