A productive day!

[nausica]

Today was a lot more productive than I thought it would be when I woke up. I think I'm so used to not being able to process the stress that there's still a persistent fear that I'm going to fail. I also had my psych follow up today and the earlier start always trips me up a bit. But, I still managed to do even more than I initially set out to do!

Quick summary of what I got done:

• Psych Appointment
• Got through class
• Did all my history assignments (4 total)
• Practiced html completing an unguided exercise
• Modded my MP3 Player with Rockbox

(^^ literally learned that today and now im putting it into practice :D)

I did remember that if I start using html on these entries I'll have to make sure everything is marked out, but that's just more practice. I don't wanna let skills get rusty anymore and it's fun to chew on something outside of my usual focuses.

All in all I'm really, really proud of myself. I don't normally have days like this where I can really get a lot of things I want to do done and I want to keep working on making this kind of day the norm for me. I know I've still got a long road ahead, but each day gets easier to manage. Plus, I'll never face another day alone. Funny, I didn't think I'd use this as a kind of diary but I am now and it's definitely letting me get over the rules and rigidity I was trying to lock myself into for what to post. I find myself yearning for authenticity online more and more and my drawing professor always says we have to start in our "circle of power" to make change and help others (she says it during every critique and it really resonates with me). This is just another extension of my own circle of power, a little change for myself and maybe someone else to leave the world a little bit kinder than it was before.

I've got more to do tomorrow so that's all for tonight! Hopefully the pollen count isn't as miserable tomorrow as it was today.