Getting Back to It

[nausica]

Weeeeelllll, my weekend wasn't all that great. Really emotionally letting myself process a lot of stuff, but I do think I feel better now than I did a few days ago. Calmer, less stewing in my own shit about things that have happened.

I did talk to one of my friends because I was really having a miserable day on Sunday and she thinks I'm finally starting to heal. I hope she's right because all the crying I did felt more cathartic than anything.

I've been toying around with the idea of covering some songs to feel more confident in my singing and I might finally have some choices.

Actually one of those choices is a BBNO$ single that released the same year as my break up (and ironically on the birthday of 2 of my favorite characters lol). It suuuuuucks that so many people regard him as "cringy" because honestly hes pretty harmless and fairly thoughtful in what I've seen. Anyway, the song is called "meant to be" and its probably like my absolute favorite from his discography because of how much it means to me. The shared experience and the resonance of similarity drive so much home.

Potentially doing some gut-wrenching covers aside, I got to svg in the HTML course I'm working through and wanted to see if I can go ahead and sleuth out how to work out applying them to things like blog decor or bullet points.

Okay actually its wayyyyy to messy without a stylesheet LOL. So that's a treat for future me to think about.

Farewell for now, hopefully things will chill out and I can triumph over these end of semester projects no problem!